Monday, March 18, 2013
the endless night.
It's 8pm, I'm tired and ready for bed, but I don't actually start work for another 2 hours. My first night shift ever. I'm scared shitless. Absolutely shitless. Suddenly I don't know how to manage anything at all.
I haven't even started and I already feel this night is endless. 8am in the morning can't come soon enough. I miss my registrars, I want to see their faces. I want them to sit me down over coffee and tell me that everything will be okay. I feel so alone, even though I am still at home and with my family.
I'm so scared and I can't wait for this to be over.