Monday, March 18, 2013

the endless night.

It's 8pm, I'm tired and ready for bed, but I don't actually start work for another 2 hours. My first night shift ever. I'm scared shitless. Absolutely shitless. Suddenly I don't know how to manage anything at all. 
I haven't even started and I already feel this night is endless. 8am in the morning can't come soon enough. I miss my registrars, I want to see their faces. I want them to sit me down over coffee and tell me that everything will be okay. I feel so alone, even though I am still at home and with my family. 
I'm so scared and I can't wait for this to be over. 

1 comment:

  1. fuck a night shift sounds like hell
    like those people that stay there until like 4 or 5 am and only end their shifts in the morning i'd have the most fucked eating schedule ugh
    :( i hope you're sleeping and not so tired now babe
    -Sam Lupin

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