"Can you feel my heart is beating..."
So my weight has been static. My fridge is full of juice, diet coke and chilled water and fat free yoghurt. I am so sticking to this...except when I go out. Which is a lot this holiday season. I'm eating out a lot. Can't wait for it to be over so that I can just hike myself up at home, drink lots and go to the gym. Surely that will make me lose weight. Surely.
Another venture that I have started (on the advice of an old surgical boss) is online dating. He made a very good point to me, if I don't go out much to meet people, and I don't want to date another doctor, and I don't do any online dating, then how exactly do I plan on meeting anyone? Now, when we were having this conversation I was blind drunk on champagne, wine, port and tequila, but somehow in my miserable and hung over state, I remembered it. And the more I thought about it sober, the more I got the point.
Ah well, nothing ventured, nothing gained. Never thought I'd take dating advice from a boss though! Went on a date with a guy yesterday. It was just so bizarre, an online profile morphing into a human. He seemed nice enough and I would like to see him again but I don't know how he felt about it, about me. In a really twisted way, I am so über vulnerable right now that it makes me feel really ill. So I'll that I don't much feel like eating. So that's good! I shall keep this up!
So my weight has been static. My fridge is full of juice, diet coke and chilled water and fat free yoghurt. I am so sticking to this...except when I go out. Which is a lot this holiday season. I'm eating out a lot. Can't wait for it to be over so that I can just hike myself up at home, drink lots and go to the gym. Surely that will make me lose weight. Surely.
Another venture that I have started (on the advice of an old surgical boss) is online dating. He made a very good point to me, if I don't go out much to meet people, and I don't want to date another doctor, and I don't do any online dating, then how exactly do I plan on meeting anyone? Now, when we were having this conversation I was blind drunk on champagne, wine, port and tequila, but somehow in my miserable and hung over state, I remembered it. And the more I thought about it sober, the more I got the point.
Ah well, nothing ventured, nothing gained. Never thought I'd take dating advice from a boss though! Went on a date with a guy yesterday. It was just so bizarre, an online profile morphing into a human. He seemed nice enough and I would like to see him again but I don't know how he felt about it, about me. In a really twisted way, I am so über vulnerable right now that it makes me feel really ill. So I'll that I don't much feel like eating. So that's good! I shall keep this up!
when i read fat free yoghurt, i just laughed because i just had that! along with 3 dates and Splenda (because i have a sugar tolerance of a sad, sad person).
ReplyDeleteOH let's date ;D
i think S. tried online dating once and she had to describe her body type. that was just the worst sfsgksg
'an online profile morphing into a human' oh. that's just amazing. i met S. online before i met her on person. it just feels like the more i talk to someone, the closer i am that it's just the more beautiful someone is! they feel like a dream sometimes. it's grand.
awwwwwwwww angel x
take care of yourself! i do not approve of low intakes but what can i do? i get it.
-Sam Lupin
I've thought about online dating, and I don't even have as strict of a schedule as you. Right now my life is mind fucked, and a relationship might not be helpful in the least.
ReplyDeleteI wish you the best on the foodness; I've noticed that I'm becoming a bit of a gross person lately in respect to my eating habits. I've been eating the wrong stuff, then starving myself, and I'm not losing any weight. I hope you have more luck, that food can't make you fat if you don't over eat it.