Monday, January 20, 2014

We're never done with killing time, can I kill it with you?

"I'm glad that we stopped kissing the tar on the highway, and I like you. We move in the tree streets, I'd like it if you stayed."

Another small absence, and I have so much to say!

So firstly my weight appears to be rather stagnant at 58kg. Incredibly so. I blame it on my stupidly irregular periods. I had a hungry week, while on night shift, and so completely didn't notice. Ate like a fucking pig on nights. Only had 2 meals a day but seriously, those were like 3000cal meals. So much food! And I was hungry throughout the nights too. *sigh*

Now that my period is here, hopefully I can get back on track. Hate having my period but at least it coinciding with a cold means I can have a sick day from work and have a Jadelle inserted. 

I'm going to be vigilant like mad when I do because weight gain is a very common side effect. But what stands still stands, if you don't eat too much, can't gain weight. It apparently makes people hungry? I should know the feedback mechanisms. I'm hoping for it to go smoothly, I don't really have a choice, the amount of unprotected sex I've been having is really too much for me to not do something about it. (and when I got this period, I was like, yesssss, not pregnant!)

Any of you ladies have one? Any effect on your appetite/weight? I can always get it taken out if I get too fat on it. Will be on MyFitnessPal like a freak!

Things with online dating guy are going well, as you might have deduced by now. I shouldn't call him that anymore since neither of us have our profiles anymore. A few days ago I decided that I didn't care what he thought this was, things seem to be going well and so I was just going to remove my profile and stop having that lingering thought driving me mad. 

But just before I did, I was awful and had to check if he'd been active or not. And to my absolute surprise, his profile was gone! I was so pleased, and not to mention completely sheepish at thinking that he might still be playing the field. 

We went away together for the weekend. Which is how we ended up having all that unprotected sex. It was so much. It was almost 2 much. I mean, honestly guys, and I'm not exaggerating...4 hours, then 4 hours sleep. Then another 3 hours. I mean, WTF is that. It's a real testament to his fitness because after that I was exhausted, and he was still okay! I lay there like a dead fish while he got up and made us tea. 

He really doesn't have a thing for condoms, and I'm not about to not sleep with him for that. But there ain't no way, not on any level, am I okay with potentially getting pregnant. Hence the Jadelle. 

When we were at the hot springs together, he was joking about meeting my incredibly shy and scared flatmate. "Wouldn't it be funny if I met her and then suddenly gave her a big hug and a kiss?" 

Well, the longest relationship she has had was a year, and at the end of that year the furthest they had got was a goodbye hug. Not even a kiss on the cheek. 

"She might find you later and say, Judith, your boyfriend tried to rape me!" 

I laughed. And a split second later did a double take. Did he just call himself my boyfriend? Is he my boyfriend? 

Well this is certainly a first. Can't honestly say that I've had a boyfriend before. In fact, I most certainly have never had a boyfriend. I have a boyfriend guys!!!! 


  1. omg. periods. i know how you feel. it's like when i'm expecting to bleed, i could somehow begin to eat a horse. it's one of those things where i can eat all day long and still be hungry.
    Juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude. don't tell me about your sex habits. i'd imagine you naked ;D and i don't think i might be able to contain myself. naked Asians are the best thing in the world.
    im afraid i'm sexless so i don't know a thing about it! obvs. i'm so sexy that people shouldn't touch me. good luck with the pill. i just saw the side effects. yikes. birth control pills confuse me.
    he could have all that sex and-
    oh wow.
    good girl. stay on that birth control then. though i have to ask - don't pills like that take time for them to actually work? like...i think a 2 week span or something? then again, i'm absolutely clueless about pills. all i know about is how they're metabolised! i'm still a baby in my med school. i didn't even start proper cycling into curriculums.
    awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww you're so fucking cute

    -Sam Lupin

    1. Babe, I won't be seeing him for the next week and a bit anyway because of work. Also, the Jadelle is not a pill, it's an implant. And it gets put in at the start of a period so that it is functional by the time the period is over.
      It's my anti-baby insurance.

  2. Nice blog.
    Nothing wrong with fun lol. Just be careful, fun goes away when things happen when we're not ready. I know you know that, but it's something we need to say to ourselves everyday lol.