Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Thank you my beloved Ruki and Tati for what you guys said about purging. You're right. You're both so right.
And Ruki, I do remember what I told you when you threw up your food and yes, I agree with what I said then, so I should follow my own advice eh?
Yes, I will fast tomorrow. I will definitely fast tomorrow. Well, I'm having a coffee but that's different. Coffee is as necessary as oxygen!!!!
I've been so bogged down by my yoyo weight and by the stress of work that I got a bit desperate and lost sight of what really mattered. It's infinitely better to control what goes in my mouth than to throw things up again. I won't start purging. I will fast and fast and exercise until I reach my goal weight!