he's so good looking, it's distracting

It's hard to gauge if I've lost any weight because there are no scales here. But by general vibing it out, I don't feel like I've gained any weight. So at least that's a plus. I think I may have lost a small amount of weight, small but at this point in time, any weight loss is a plus for me. I wish it could be like the Biggest Loser and I could drop like 8lbs a week, that would be bliss. But mind you. they work out hard too. I don't have time to put in hours and hours at the gym.

The liquid fast is okay. Or rather, it would be okay if there were no other people around. My colleagues are making me at least one meal a day. And my new team, who I have been with for all of one day are already a bit suspicious.

One of the guys on the team, RM, is without a doubt one of the best looking men I have ever seen. I'm getting worried now because I seem to come across good looking men than most of my friends. But I suppose that the girls in relationships can't really rant about how hot other guys are. As you might have worked out by now if you've read some of my blog entries, I am hardly the most descriptive person in the world by any stretch of the imagination. It is for this reason that I will only mention the things that I noticed the most about him.

He has the most amazing eyes. I haven't looked at him enough to fully gauge the colour, but I'm going to say blue/grey. I cannot for the life of me hold eye contact with him for any measurable length of time. As soon as I see those eyes I have to look away. The sad thing is that he's so nice. My other colleague is much more talkative than me so he spends more time speaking to RM. I just sit there and every now and then I'll laugh or just say one thing. I don't know why I'm like this!

RM is super responsive and he'll like, immediately look at me whenever I make a sound. I must look bloody awful because when he noticed I wasn't eating and half falling asleep he asked me if I was okay. He has the most stylish glasses I've ever seen in my life and he's one of the only people who could pull off those glasses and not look a little bit weird.

He has a bit of a scruffy look going on, which I don't normally go for but there is something about him that really holds my attention. That's probably why I spend so much time and effort trying to not pay attention and I very much err on the side of looking like I'm ignoring him or snobbing him.

I can't wait for these 2 weeks to be over so I can stop being distracted by the gorgeous RM and those amazing eyes. I have lots of things to work on and I don't need distractions.